My parents told Suz and I this past weekend that my Father has a Stage 1 Cancerous Lesion in his lung (confirmed by Biopsy/Pathology results this morning). He will have surgery to remove the affected lobe within 2 weeks. At this time no radiation/chemo are planned.
If you have to have Cancer, this is the kind to have. Small, isolated..no sign of it anywhere else (blood, other organs, other lung). This is the silver lining of a very dark cloud.
Suz is my rock.
I'm much better now than I was Friday night when I called Fran and bolted from work in a disintegrating pile of emotions. Still scared and wondering what the future holds.
Due to an issue my family is experiencing (which I am not able to elaborate on right now), I've had a difficult time sleeping.
Well a friend of mine does Essential Oils and Aromatherapy.
I rubbed Peace & Calming over my heart and on my temples before bed last night and slept for 12 hours....
Wow.
Well I've forced myself to come to terms that we may not get this house. As much as we want it-if the condo doesn't sell (I'm amazed we don't have an offer yet) or the current sellers get an offer without contingencies, the house goes away.
Everyone tells me that you rarely get the first house you put an offer on. They also say the house they eventually get is infinitesimally (sic?) better than the first they looked at. That doesn't help the anxiety though.
Now usually I nap with Izzy from 11:45-12:45 or so. Well 12:35 the phone rings-its our realtor and someone wants to see the condo at 1pm!! I have NEVER made the bed, cleaned up Izzy's toys/chewies, cleaned the toilet, made my dinner for work--and cleared out of there so quickly in my life!!!
We have our dream and come hell or high water we will get our house, we will have a yard and we will have more puppies. I just need to stay positive.
GO SEE THE LION KING!!!!
It is AMAZING--Suz and I were in AWE!
The sets were terrific....now we're not big fans of "Modern Dance" but they were simply wonderful.
See it and you'll know why we feel this way
On my way home I did my weeknightly listening to a brief period of Sean Hannity. He is AWFULLY defensive lately-he's most likely feeling threatened by people who don't share his self-righteous views and he's being forced to hear them.
In his visit today, it was amusing to watch the local channels fall all over themselves (as nothing else could possibly be more important) to provide wall-to-wall coverage.
Unless he's coming to visit where I work or live, WHO CARES?????
Pardon me while I look for a reason to care....
You like participating in competitive sports...
...between the sheets.
God I hate this anxiety...
There may be a new offer for the house we want coming in next week..which could bump us.
Saturday will be spent finishing cleaning up the "clutter", stowing valuables and making the condo look pretty.
Sunday our Realtor will show the condo to an apparently "extremely interested" person....start praying.
Guess people can't post comments AGAIN...I've asked Solonor to look at it.
Realtor came over sunday afternoon and we did the paperwork to put the condo up....
Offer has been accepted...Engineer's inspection is Saturday at 1pm...
Condo goes up for sale when my realtor returns from a trip at the end of next week.
Getting VERY excited.